Prove Me Wrong

Sometime I fear maybe I’m not chosen
You’ve hardened my heart like Pharaoh
That would explain why life is so hard for me

And I am sad Esau hated
Crying against what’s fated
Saying Father, please, is there any left for me

Cast out my doubts, please prove me wrong
‘Cause these demons can be so headstrong
Make my walls fall, please prove me wrong
‘Cause this resentment’s been building
Burn them up with Your fire so strong
if You can before I Baal, please prove me wrong

I fear maybe this is all just a game
Our friends and our families all play too
Harness the young and give some comfort to the old

Don’t let my doubts prove true
Draw me close and hold me near to You
Keep me still until the day You

Cast out my doubts, please prove me wrong
‘Cause these demons can be so headstrong
Make my walls fall, please prove me wrong
‘Cause this resentment’s been building
Burn them up with Your fire so strong
if You can before I Baal, please prove me wrong

[Caedmon’s Call]

the Lord has been dealing with me.  His stubborn love pursues me continuously, asking me to surrender, teaching me i could not worship Him in disobedience.  pao’s preaching was like persian arrows that blackened the sky or spartan spears that pierced my heart.  and the reminders of who He is keep pouring in.  His faithulness, His sovereignty, His mercy, His infinitude, His love.  these are but a number of His attributes.  and they should be enough to bring me to my knees.  so i release my grip and open up my palms in an  offering.  whatever the outcome of tomorrow’s exam and this semester, whether i graduate this year or the next, i will continue to worship Him, perhaps in tears.

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