there are things i must do and things i want to do. but they’re all spinning out of control. and suddenly i am nothing but a mere bystander looking on. there are people involved in the decisions i must make. but how do i make them understand my limitations? do i heed the cry of help? or throw myself into finishing this and that? whatever i choose, there would always be someone who would feel abandoned. not to mention promises i shall be forced to break.
this might come a little late but i won’t be dancing on sunday even if i magically have a costume. i cannot sacrifice my academics. there’s too much at risk this time. there are others involved.
my prayer remains that i be where God wants me to be.